Rini

I watched a few videos for the "Programming for Everybody" course I'm taking and did the first assignment, however I tried to make a small program for fun and couldn't get it to work. Last time I tried to learn Python in 2017 I was coding simple games from the first day. I added 2 paragraphs and a graphic to my website. My aunt texted me wanting me to go shopping with her and my cousins' fiancees but the idea of that just made me too anxious. Every time I stand up today my head pounds and I can see my heartbeat. The solution to this should be to stay standing until all standing things are done but I'm so tired for no fucking reason. The couch feels like a magnet. Ugh. My brain feels like scrambled egg. I'm really frustrated with myself. I just feel like such a failure. Most people can work 40 hours a week AND get more done in the day than me.